sometimes im just wondering why im always the one being blamed if something goes wrong in our cca. i dont know what's wrong with the people around me, like seriously. of course i dont only put the blame to all of u guys. im not like having communication problems with all of you. its just really pressurising and when u guys keep on blaming me on every single thing, chairman here, chairman there. im telling u guys im trying my best alright. some of you, really there is a no need to shame me in front of like everyone "oh hell im so freaking gay cos i cnt do a freaking flash animation" and my response will be like haha youre so right in my heart.
some of u guys keep on saying its me. but u nvr see the wrong in you. i mean heck with being good in everything. ppl have to slowly work to achive something and u cant see a certain product instantly. Advisors have always been right. leaders were always wrong for not listening and taking their suggestions in to consideration. i mean guys, even if tell u something, you wouldnt give a shit. i need your ears too. how are we gonna work together if this always happen. i give an idea, and u would be totally against it and keep on saying hey chairman cnt think of a good idea, lousy chairman. yeah, im so freaking lousy, then why dont u just take over the freaking job?!! we just have to learn to except each other okay. you come out with a lousy idea, i dont shit you for that.
being late for meetings is really unacceptable. you know what? wana know why we failed today? yeah we no cooperation. if you are even late for meeting to that extent of like an hour? i mean wth am i your junior member? 10-15min is okay, and whats worse is that u guys can still argue about it. i mean like please la! heck with the mcvalue lunch and just concentrate on work first can anot?! look at hong and hz, they are like freaking on time, and i wudnt say sofee is in the wrong cause he dint know. huimin has classes. im ok with that. but telling me that u need a filling meal so that u dont fall asleep in the middle of meeting?! wth???!! huhh...
you guys are not only giving the burden to me, but also to the other leaders, the club and teachers even. if i could, i would like to write everything about whta happened last time, but i know its not good to bring up the past. im just saying abt what happened recently. Honestly, i wont deny that i also made mistakes before. but this is going too far. please, i just want our team to get together and understand each other. dont go our own separate ways. don think about your ownself. Its not wrong if we see one of us do something wrong and we tell him to stop or to change. lets all be fair to each other. dont make sarcastic remarks. its the words u say that make ppl lose their hope. just look at what happened to xinhui today. yeah, i felt sorry for her. she's there to help not to slack away okay. u did it to me once before and now u want to do it to a junior?!
