Away..

im gona stop blogging fer awhile. that's all.

Give me a title for this blog post

today i met with shahidah's cuz, which is from our sch also and he's a sec 1! from r7! it feels good to know a junior from r7. and he was like hanging out with us in the canteen after class with hong, hong zhang, me and azmi. he's cool man, anw he wants to join ncc T.T azmi what you do at ur cca display make him want join ncc uh?! uh?! -.-


and seriously hong is freaking sick today in class. but he's always been sick in class so nvm. i shouldn't elborate, what more about the Moment of Truth shit. and also today is felicia's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA! hong must be happy. but i dont know why. i say this cos he seemes happy today. thku bye.

Khalis just cant wait, can he? -.---

khalis, i can only show you the package frm the outside (box) but not the contents. so only by end of week you can see everything. here are the pics, abit low quality cos use phone sry:

okay la khalis thats all. anyway its MG, khalis. bye.

Master Grade!

I just got myself a new Lukas's Strike + IWSP Gundam! yay! i cant wait to finish fixing it ;D but probably i'll finish building it and all of its line definitions and shading by then end of this week. there's like lots of stuff to do and plus got sch, so yeah. Khalis i'll show you the product asap! (by end of week) i hope it looks awesome ;D!
and and my cuz also brought me the yellow/orange ipod sock yay!


and anw i collected the edusave scholarship with cynthia today at changkat cc. Adli, Wei Heng, Faiz all also got their edusave awards, was so happy to see them there taking the award with me (: anw so long never see them, yea since promary sch. so i'll guess that's ll for now!

OLE! extreme

(((((((((((((((((: haha today soooo best siaa! the ole very fun! my group distributed the flyers about collecting used spectacles around the neighbourhood and it was really great fun but quite tiring though. but what a day..and the ridiculous thing was that i've to wait for michael for like about 4 hours to get the damn photos -.- but he;s really nice for helping our class take photos, and my grup especially! ;D here are the pics anw!

Class photo we took before we started our activities/work!

Liyeng, chryl, azmi and me before we started our job (distributing flyers)!

i think this pic was accidentally taken. seriously. it shouldnt be like this.

Relax after distributing to 2 blocks!

cheryl looks happy cos she not carrying her purse. lol.

All the flyer distributors! after work. and just look at how hong is posing. sick bast***. sry.

cool eh the pics. anw thanks ziqi for spamming my inbox with fb mails and shit.

Big Shots

can't wait for OLE! tomorrow. yeah my class collecting used spectacles whatever. i hope its gona be fun! i mean roaming around the neighbourhood and stuff. yea so tmr teacher grouped me with azmi and liyeng and cheryl and hope can carry out the job well with them ;D anw thanks jerome for understanding! ill come with hong to help on Friday! 

plus, mr lai said something really epic today. he said "you know what? I think you guys are gona be big shots when you grow up. and most probably jasper is gona be a big shot in the porn industry." lol! anw i dint know what made him say that about jasper lol. maybe its quite obvious, but i just dont want to make it even more obvious(: sry jasper! although i think you're quite okay with it lol, flirt.

amirah heart broken until broken

i dont know what happened. okay so i went back from school today and on my way back i saw sumardi amirah and farhana. nice. and when i reached home i on computer. i check aisyah blog. i realised she linked me long time ago. so i felt really bad for not linking her. and so now i did. end of story.

Saltwater Domo

today was really fun! celebrated farhana's bday although it was still very early, cos of all the ole stuff we having on thu/fri. gave her the present, and made me feel great! hope you like it farhana! (from me/sumardi) and dudes, the cakes that u girls make was super nice ;D great job uh. all become chef one day can serve me(: and farhana, happy 16! be a nicer, more baik girl. dont forget the things that you must do! 


so farhana's b'day was one of the great stuff that happened today. secondly, was my mum bought me this domo tissue box skin omg its like really hilarious laaa:

cute n vicious.
i so enjoy my life, alhamdulillah. and thx so much clement for telling me the new nice songs! Saltwater room! i know u guys would say, "wow syahid u so slow siaa" wtv. ok la ppl tmr i got cs coursework and blah2 hope the 2 math tests i did today can score! amin. HAPPY BDAY GIRL!

RANDOM - true meaning :D

something really random happened just now. well naufal decided to ask a few ppl to change their display name to his name with hope that he can make ppl confused (yeah right) so i was like the first one to accept the idea and so we chat bout bullshit stuff until it came to this point. 

well actually i was joking, but he thought it was real. and i thought he realised it at the first reaction, but dude, he's just Naufal ;D [sry some in malay]

Naufal says (9:52 PM):

 i call gang beat u up
 the fatties
Naufal says (9:52 PM):
 gang ape sey?
 ye la ye la
Naufal says (9:53 PM):
 aku serious sia looke at my face
 and my pm
Naufal says (9:53 PM):
 huh? aku tk faham,
 u serious want to call gang beat me up
 ? hahahaha
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
 lol what sia u
 dont lag leh
 T.T
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
 sorry uh
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
 haha nvm
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
 eh blang
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
 i give second chance
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
 ape saje je
 wad thing u sae juznow yg i serious and look at my pm
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 oh fck i get
 it
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 MAK
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 basket
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 super lag
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 HAHAHA
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 WTH LOL
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
 shut up sia

black - syahid

red - naufal

laggerszszsz..thku.

Ikmal...

So many unfortunate things have happened since the start of this new year... although it maybe hard for me to cope with, i know these are challenges that all of us face in life and i regard them as tests from god. i realised that all that has happened are meant to be and we must accept it. But recently, i received another sad news.. its sad when you lose your best friend. and i really dont want that to happen. He just had a very bad accident and was sent to the hospital. i dont know how to put this. there is nothing i can do to help, except to pray for his recovery. i really hope he's gonna be fine... i dont know his recent health status yet, and that really worries me. we shared so many memories together. although i know that you're most probably not going to see this post, but i wana say that you are really my greatest friend, one that who leads by example and it was really be hard for me to except this. i hope you're gona be fine, god willing...

Eye-Opener

I knew it! Yao Hui confirm laaa top school! 9 distinctions. DISTINCTIONS dudddee! really la im really pround of him. i mean he's my ex overall mic chairman and cmon, which member is not pround of his achivement man.. Congrats yaohui! :DDD also i just watch the news lol wow shazana one of the best malay student for olevels this year T.T clever uhh.

also to all the HMT malay ppl, good job guys! khalis/sumardi/rashid joining my mt class tmr (: but i know u guys did your best! dont ever give up! also amirah told me she got a1, lol all these clever people..good job everyone! not forgetting Jermaine, yeah just the night before he got his results he told me he sure cnt get A for this for that. eat shit la jermaine! admit it ur mt really good man! only you got A2 in our class, and thats awesome! ;D good job dude!

anw today mr lai came back to teach us emath omg. lol still being his funny/joker self and really, all the sick jokes omg -.- cmon he's the most awesome teacher you could ever get! and i cant wait for 24 Jan! cynthia will also be going to changkat cc to get our edusave awards! ;D cant wait...

Pillars of Strength and Support

I really thank you andrew, gao qian, shane and lexus for talking with me about the problems i'm facing. you guys are just the best (: i really appreciate you sacrificing your own time for me, you guys really helped me alot and lightened my burden. you gave me support, and that was what i really needed (: thanks alot guys... also, not forgetting mdm azean, what a caring and patient teacher. she sacrificed her dinner time with her family for us! today, i see true colors. true colors of people ive never knew before. 

besides, i would also like to thank some of my friends for giving me strength and support all this while when im facing problems. thanks hong zhang for staying back with me till so late just now. im sure you've known lots of stuff thats happening.. also, i really thank khalis/shahidah/amirah for understanding the state im in. i really love being your guys chairman..i wished i could do it all over again (: and also amirah and farhana for lending a listening ear for me. i really need to let all my feelings out, and you helped;D thanks everyone, you guys are all precious to me(: (not forgetting michael!!!!!;D)

Pushing to the Limits

sometimes im just wondering why im always the one being blamed if something goes wrong in our cca. i dont know what's wrong with the people around me, like seriously. of course i dont only put the blame to all of u guys. im not like having communication problems with all of you. its just really pressurising and when u guys keep on blaming me on every single thing, chairman here, chairman there. im telling u guys im trying my best alright. some of you, really there is a no need to shame me in front of like everyone "oh hell im so freaking gay cos i cnt do a freaking flash animation" and my response will be like haha youre so right in my heart. 

some of u guys keep on saying its me. but u nvr see the wrong in you. i mean heck with being good in everything. ppl have to slowly work to achive something and u cant see a certain product instantly. Advisors have always been right. leaders were always wrong for not listening and taking their suggestions in to consideration. i mean guys, even if tell u something, you wouldnt give a shit. i need your ears too. how are we gonna work together if this always happen. i give an idea, and u would be totally against it and keep on saying hey chairman cnt think of a good idea, lousy chairman. yeah, im so freaking lousy, then why dont u just take over the freaking job?!! we just have to learn to except each other okay. you come out with a lousy idea, i dont shit you for that. 

being late for meetings is really unacceptable. you know what? wana know why we failed today? yeah we no cooperation. if you are even late for meeting to that extent of like an hour? i mean wth am i your junior member? 10-15min is okay, and whats worse is that u guys can still argue about it. i mean like please la! heck with the mcvalue lunch and just concentrate on work first can anot?! look at hong and hz, they are like freaking on time, and i wudnt say sofee is in the wrong cause he dint know. huimin has classes. im ok with that. but telling me that u need a filling meal so that u dont fall asleep in the middle of meeting?! wth???!! huhh...

you guys are not only giving the burden to me, but also to the other leaders, the club and teachers even. if i could, i would like to write everything about whta happened last time, but i know its not good to bring up the past. im just saying abt what happened recently. Honestly, i wont deny that i also made mistakes before. but this is going too far. please, i just want our team to get together and understand each other. dont go our own separate ways. don think about your ownself. Its not wrong if we see one of us do something wrong and we tell him to stop or to change. lets all be fair to each other. dont make sarcastic remarks. its the words u say that make ppl lose their hope. just look at what happened to xinhui today. yeah, i felt sorry for her. she's there to help not to slack away okay. u did it to me once before and now u want to do it to a junior?! 

nvm...ijust hope we all can just be better ppl, even me. dont give harsh comments. if you got any problem with me, do it like michael, talk to me in msn and tell me what wrong i really did. thats the reason im not angry with michael cause i know he's being fair. i also sometimes comment him, and he accepts it. this is a good example. use these examples to guide us. im really tired today. being angry, losing your damn temper wont solve the problem. be rational. and again i would say, all these thing i just said applies to me too. just get together ppl...

Yellow is Thumbs Up!

Khalis, clearly more girls love YELLOW. Natasya, Shahidah, Tauhidah. but Amirah loves orange ftw T.T. ok bb

It Made Me Recall..

Something today made me remember the past.. It made me recall about my grandma who has recently passed away abt a few months ago.. i felt like i really lost something great in my life. i know, as much as she loves me, i love her as well. yeah and the fact that i dint get to see her when she passed away, was the worst thing that ever happened in my life. may god bless her soul.. ya allah cucurilah roh arwah nenekku dgn rahmat-Mu.

hz, im sorry. i hope evertyhing will turn out well for you.

Aliff Firdaus

i so fall in love with this song, the first time i hear it on Aliff Firdaus T.T

Cinta Terakhir - Aiman

Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Korus
Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Ulang korus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

Ulang korus

anw first day of sch was really great! glad azmi, hong and serkai still sit around me ;D

wearing glasses was fun! and having an aircon classroom, nothing can ever get better than this, really! and also just now after mmc meeting saw amirah, sumardi and farhana. wow so long nvr see them, the girls just got hotter T.T wtv lol. k la today was fun, i hope this goes on well throughout the whole year!

Hurry!

i cant seem to finish the huge set of holiday homework -.- well of course i cant, ive been playing all day-.--------- i really cant stand the fact that i have to do 12 malay reading reviews by the end of term 1. and what makes it worse, is that i have to do that every term! i cant say this is ridiculous but part of me says it is. i dont know how to tell this to my MT teacher..

Suddenly today i feel like rushing up all the hwk, oh cmon! give us a break! and recently when i look at the new timetable, i realised there was something unusual about it. not because of going home at 4 or anything like that. but the little damn square with the two damn letters inside it (R.E.) really bothers me. yeah, i know what all of u guys first thought when u saw that thing at first. it was a damn new year practical joke. a freaking reading programme that i hope i can rely on to improve my language marks. oh god help us all! i really hope this thing helps-.--- it better help.

and one more thing: my cuz told me about a recent experiment that the MYTHBUSTERS! team conducted, which was 100% on the call of duty sequel, modern warfare 2. yeah shout out loud ppl. i mean what they did was simply awesome. they like tested every single thing that infinity ward has incorporated in their game: every single knowledge about gun physics, and health and science. i mean, whats there to care about a developer who has always been coming out with ultra realistic games. but seriously u modern warfare fans have to watch it! 

i just learned something from them, whenever a nuclear missile or attack is called or launched, and whats worse is its heading directly towards u, well good news! make an EMP pulse device handy in your bagpacks at all times. well basically u and ur friends will be totally protected from a nuclear that is about to drop around the area you are in by using the EMP pulse. it totally blocks u from hell lot of hellish stuff ure gona experience getting hit by a nuclear bomb dude.

PEACE!