Yeah, it's been quite hard. it's not really about love or relationships or anything like that. It's more about friendship. Confusing. Sometimes you think that whether your friend is really your good one or is he/she really making use of you or really don't give a shit. Im just giving the thought and dont get me wrong. im not being desperate. Itll lead to nowhere.
No one want to lose a valuable person in their life. a good friend too. anw thanks zul for listening..