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Away..

2010-02-16T20:33:00.001+08:00

im gona stop blogging fer awhile. that's all.

Give me a title for this blog post

2010-01-27T20:12:00.001+08:00

today i met with shahidah's cuz, which is from our sch also and he's a sec 1! from r7! it feels good to know a junior from r7. and he was like hanging out with us in the canteen after class with hong, hong zhang, me and azmi. he's cool man, anw he wants to join ncc T.T azmi what you do at ur cca display make him want join ncc uh?! uh?! -.-

and seriously hong is freaking sick today in class. but he's always been sick in class so nvm. i shouldn't elborate, what more about the Moment of Truth shit. and also today is felicia's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA! hong must be happy. but i dont know why. i say this cos he seemes happy today. thku bye.

Khalis just cant wait, can he? -.---

2010-01-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

khalis, i can only show you the package frm the outside (box) but not the contents. so only by end of week you can see everything. here are the pics, abit low quality cos use phone sry:

okay la khalis thats all. anyway its MG, khalis. bye.

Master Grade!

2010-01-24T20:07:00.001+08:00

I just got myself a new Lukas's Strike + IWSP Gundam! yay! i cant wait to finish fixing it ;D but probably i'll finish building it and all of its line definitions and shading by then end of this week. there's like lots of stuff to do and plus got sch, so yeah. Khalis i'll show you the product asap! (by end of week) i hope it looks awesome ;D!
and and my cuz also brought me the yellow/orange ipod sock yay!

and anw i collected the edusave scholarship with cynthia today at changkat cc. Adli, Wei Heng, Faiz all also got their edusave awards, was so happy to see them there taking the award with me (: anw so long never see them, yea since promary sch. so i'll guess that's ll for now!

OLE! extreme

2010-01-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

(((((((((((((((((: haha today soooo best siaa! the ole very fun! my group distributed the flyers about collecting used spectacles around the neighbourhood and it was really great fun but quite tiring though. but what a day..and the ridiculous thing was that i've to wait for michael for like about 4 hours to get the damn photos -.- but he;s really nice for helping our class take photos, and my grup especially! ;D here are the pics anw!

Class photo we took before we started our activities/work!

Liyeng, chryl, azmi and me before we started our job (distributing flyers)!

i think this pic was accidentally taken. seriously. it shouldnt be like this.

Relax after distributing to 2 blocks!

cheryl looks happy cos she not carrying her purse. lol.

All the flyer distributors! after work. and just look at how hong is posing. sick bast***. sry.

cool eh the pics. anw thanks ziqi for spamming my inbox with fb mails and shit.

Big Shots

2010-01-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

can't wait for OLE! tomorrow. yeah my class collecting used spectacles whatever. i hope its gona be fun! i mean roaming around the neighbourhood and stuff. yea so tmr teacher grouped me with azmi and liyeng and cheryl and hope can carry out the job well with them ;D anw thanks jerome for understanding! ill come with hong to help on Friday!

plus, mr lai said something really epic today. he said "you know what? I think you guys are gona be big shots when you grow up. and most probably jasper is gona be a big shot in the porn industry." lol! anw i dint know what made him say that about jasper lol. maybe its quite obvious, but i just dont want to make it even more obvious(: sry jasper! although i think you're quite okay with it lol, flirt.

amirah heart broken until broken

2010-01-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

i dont know what happened. okay so i went back from school today and on my way back i saw sumardi amirah and farhana. nice. and when i reached home i on computer. i check aisyah blog. i realised she linked me long time ago. so i felt really bad for not linking her. and so now i did. end of story.

Saltwater Domo

2010-01-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

today was really fun! celebrated farhana's bday although it was still very early, cos of all the ole stuff we having on thu/fri. gave her the present, and made me feel great! hope you like it farhana! (from me/sumardi) and dudes, the cakes that u girls make was super nice ;D great job uh. all become chef one day can serve me(: and farhana, happy 16! be a nicer, more baik girl. dont forget the things that you must do!

so farhana's b'day was one of the great stuff that happened today. secondly, was my mum bought me this domo tissue box skin omg its like really hilarious laaa:

cute n vicious.
i so enjoy my life, alhamdulillah. and thx so much clement for telling me the new nice songs! Saltwater room! i know u guys would say, "wow syahid u so slow siaa" wtv. ok la ppl tmr i got cs coursework and blah2 hope the 2 math tests i did today can score! amin. HAPPY BDAY GIRL!

RANDOM - true meaning :D

2010-01-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

something really random happened just now. well naufal decided to ask a few ppl to change their display name to his name with hope that he can make ppl confused (yeah right) so i was like the first one to accept the idea and so we chat bout bullshit stuff until it came to this point.

well actually i was joking, but he thought it was real. and i thought he realised it at the first reaction, but dude, he's just Naufal ;D [sry some in malay]

Naufal says (9:52 PM):

i call gang beat u up
the fatties
Naufal says (9:52 PM):
gang ape sey?
ye la ye la
Naufal says (9:53 PM):
aku serious sia looke at my face
and my pm
Naufal says (9:53 PM):
huh? aku tk faham,
u serious want to call gang beat me up
? hahahaha
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
lol what sia u
dont lag leh
T.T
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
sorry uh
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
haha nvm
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
eh blang
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
i give second chance
Naufal says (9:54 PM):
ape saje je
wad thing u sae juznow yg i serious and look at my pm
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
oh fck i get
it
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
MAK
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
basket
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
super lag
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
HAHAHA
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
WTH LOL
Naufal says (9:55 PM):
shut up sia

black - syahid

red - naufal

laggerszszsz..thku.

Ikmal...

2010-01-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

So many unfortunate things have happened since the start of this new year... although it maybe hard for me to cope with, i know these are challenges that all of us face in life and i regard them as tests from god. i realised that all that has happened are meant to be and we must accept it. But recently, i received another sad news.. its sad when you lose your best friend. and i really dont want that to happen. He just had a very bad accident and was sent to the hospital. i dont know how to put this. there is nothing i can do to help, except to pray for his recovery. i really hope he's gonna be fine... i dont know his recent health status yet, and that really worries me. we shared so many memories together. although i know that you're most probably not going to see this post, but i wana say that you are really my greatest friend, one that who leads by example and it was really be hard for me to except this. i hope you're gona be fine, god willing...

Eye-Opener

2010-01-11T20:14:00.001+08:00

I knew it! Yao Hui confirm laaa top school! 9 distinctions. DISTINCTIONS dudddee! really la im really pround of him. i mean he's my ex overall mic chairman and cmon, which member is not pround of his achivement man.. Congrats yaohui! :DDD also i just watch the news lol wow shazana one of the best malay student for olevels this year T.T clever uhh.

also to all the HMT malay ppl, good job guys! khalis/sumardi/rashid joining my mt class tmr (: but i know u guys did your best! dont ever give up! also amirah told me she got a1, lol all these clever people..good job everyone! not forgetting Jermaine, yeah just the night before he got his results he told me he sure cnt get A for this for that. eat shit la jermaine! admit it ur mt really good man! only you got A2 in our class, and thats awesome! ;D good job dude!

anw today mr lai came back to teach us emath omg. lol still being his funny/joker self and really, all the sick jokes omg -.- cmon he's the most awesome teacher you could ever get! and i cant wait for 24 Jan! cynthia will also be going to changkat cc to get our edusave awards! ;D cant wait...

Pillars of Strength and Support

2010-01-08T21:05:00.001+08:00

I really thank you andrew, gao qian, shane and lexus for talking with me about the problems i'm facing. you guys are just the best (: i really appreciate you sacrificing your own time for me, you guys really helped me alot and lightened my burden. you gave me support, and that was what i really needed (: thanks alot guys... also, not forgetting mdm azean, what a caring and patient teacher. she sacrificed her dinner time with her family for us! today, i see true colors. true colors of people ive never knew before.

besides, i would also like to thank some of my friends for giving me strength and support all this while when im facing problems. thanks hong zhang for staying back with me till so late just now. im sure you've known lots of stuff thats happening.. also, i really thank khalis/shahidah/amirah for understanding the state im in. i really love being your guys chairman..i wished i could do it all over again (: and also amirah and farhana for lending a listening ear for me. i really need to let all my feelings out, and you helped;D thanks everyone, you guys are all precious to me(: (not forgetting michael!!!!!;D)

Pushing to the Limits

2010-01-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes im just wondering why im always the one being blamed if something goes wrong in our cca. i dont know what's wrong with the people around me, like seriously. of course i dont only put the blame to all of u guys. im not like having communication problems with all of you. its just really pressurising and when u guys keep on blaming me on every single thing, chairman here, chairman there. im telling u guys im trying my best alright. some of you, really there is a no need to shame me in front of like everyone "oh hell im so freaking gay cos i cnt do a freaking flash animation" and my response will be like haha youre so right in my heart.

some of u guys keep on saying its me. but u nvr see the wrong in you. i mean heck with being good in everything. ppl have to slowly work to achive something and u cant see a certain product instantly. Advisors have always been right. leaders were always wrong for not listening and taking their suggestions in to consideration. i mean guys, even if tell u something, you wouldnt give a shit. i need your ears too. how are we gonna work together if this always happen. i give an idea, and u would be totally against it and keep on saying hey chairman cnt think of a good idea, lousy chairman. yeah, im so freaking lousy, then why dont u just take over the freaking job?!! we just have to learn to except each other okay. you come out with a lousy idea, i dont shit you for that.

being late for meetings is really unacceptable. you know what? wana know why we failed today? yeah we no cooperation. if you are even late for meeting to that extent of like an hour? i mean wth am i your junior member? 10-15min is okay, and whats worse is that u guys can still argue about it. i mean like please la! heck with the mcvalue lunch and just concentrate on work first can anot?! look at hong and hz, they are like freaking on time, and i wudnt say sofee is in the wrong cause he dint know. huimin has classes. im ok with that. but telling me that u need a filling meal so that u dont fall asleep in the middle of meeting?! wth???!! huhh...

you guys are not only giving the burden to me, but also to the other leaders, the club and teachers even. if i could, i would like to write everything about whta happened last time, but i know its not good to bring up the past. im just saying abt what happened recently. Honestly, i wont deny that i also made mistakes before. but this is going too far. please, i just want our team to get together and understand each other. dont go our own separate ways. don think about your ownself. Its not wrong if we see one of us do something wrong and we tell him to stop or to change. lets all be fair to each other. dont make sarcastic remarks. its the words u say that make ppl lose their hope. just look at what happened to xinhui today. yeah, i felt sorry for her. she's there to help not to slack away okay. u did it to me once before and now u want to do it to a junior?!

nvm...ijust hope we all can just be better ppl, even me. dont give harsh comments. if you got any problem with me, do it like michael, talk to me in msn and tell me what wrong i really did. thats the reason im not angry with michael cause i know he's being fair. i also sometimes comment him, and he accepts it. this is a good example. use these examples to guide us. im really tired today. being angry, losing your damn temper wont solve the problem. be rational. and again i would say, all these thing i just said applies to me too. just get together ppl...

Yellow is Thumbs Up!

2010-01-06T21:18:00.001+08:00

Khalis, clearly more girls love YELLOW. Natasya, Shahidah, Tauhidah. but Amirah loves orange ftw T.T. ok bb

It Made Me Recall..

2010-01-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

Something today made me remember the past.. It made me recall about my grandma who has recently passed away abt a few months ago.. i felt like i really lost something great in my life. i know, as much as she loves me, i love her as well. yeah and the fact that i dint get to see her when she passed away, was the worst thing that ever happened in my life. may god bless her soul.. ya allah cucurilah roh arwah nenekku dgn rahmat-Mu.

hz, im sorry. i hope evertyhing will turn out well for you.

Aliff Firdaus

2010-01-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

i so fall in love with this song, the first time i hear it on Aliff Firdaus T.T

Cinta Terakhir - Aiman

Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Korus
Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Ulang korus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

Ulang korus

anw first day of sch was really great! glad azmi, hong and serkai still sit around me ;D

wearing glasses was fun! and having an aircon classroom, nothing can ever get better than this, really! and also just now after mmc meeting saw amirah, sumardi and farhana. wow so long nvr see them, the girls just got hotter T.T wtv lol. k la today was fun, i hope this goes on well throughout the whole year!

Hurry!

2010-01-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

i cant seem to finish the huge set of holiday homework -.- well of course i cant, ive been playing all day-.--------- i really cant stand the fact that i have to do 12 malay reading reviews by the end of term 1. and what makes it worse, is that i have to do that every term! i cant say this is ridiculous but part of me says it is. i dont know how to tell this to my MT teacher..

Suddenly today i feel like rushing up all the hwk, oh cmon! give us a break! and recently when i look at the new timetable, i realised there was something unusual about it. not because of going home at 4 or anything like that. but the little damn square with the two damn letters inside it (R.E.) really bothers me. yeah, i know what all of u guys first thought when u saw that thing at first. it was a damn new year practical joke. a freaking reading programme that i hope i can rely on to improve my language marks. oh god help us all! i really hope this thing helps-.--- it better help.

and one more thing: my cuz told me about a recent experiment that the MYTHBUSTERS! team conducted, which was 100% on the call of duty sequel, modern warfare 2. yeah shout out loud ppl. i mean what they did was simply awesome. they like tested every single thing that infinity ward has incorporated in their game: every single knowledge about gun physics, and health and science. i mean, whats there to care about a developer who has always been coming out with ultra realistic games. but seriously u modern warfare fans have to watch it!

i just learned something from them, whenever a nuclear missile or attack is called or launched, and whats worse is its heading directly towards u, well good news! make an EMP pulse device handy in your bagpacks at all times. well basically u and ur friends will be totally protected from a nuclear that is about to drop around the area you are in by using the EMP pulse. it totally blocks u from hell lot of hellish stuff ure gona experience getting hit by a nuclear bomb dude.

PEACE!

Tomorrow's New Year. bigdeal.

2009-12-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

i guess i have nothing much to say about the new year. and any new year resolution that i were to make will be broken for sure. so its no use telling it to you ppl. but of course i want to change for the better. everyone wants that. its better not to celebrate the new year today/tonight. its gona destroy your life.

there is an eclipse tonight. solat sunat gerhana. do it between 1-5am. in this time yeah. anw i bet mr lai is still gona break his new year resolution for next year. big deal. yeah, of course it is -.- cmon i wana see him change, and im gona laugh at him for not being a sarcastic dude anymore :D

i guess amirah's sis will have the same hobby as me now ;D what attitude haha

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! dont have a new year resolution plsss -.-

nee konna katachi no deai shika nakatta no?

2009-12-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

im so obsessed with the word 'Japanese' now ^-^ omg you guys should go watch Conclave Mendoi's 00 now T.T . yeah feel like im really obsessed with this thing now.

yeah anw im starting with my CS courseworks and im trying my best not to get distracted so that i could come out with great stuff haiz. ya allah help me! i need a sample dammit -.-

i feel much reliveness even if thare is no such thing as that cause im doing my math with azmi in library when sch reopen. at least got some pillar of strength supporting my burden ;D oh YAH! I LOVE SEZAIRI SEZALI! ftw he won singapore idol hahahahahahahahaha wooooooooo he sings freaking awesomely! kick ass manzxzxzx!

k la ppl my fallout 3 needs attention bb.

Killer Avalanche

2009-12-27T09:49:00.001+08:00

Yeah Khalis. I SEE YOU. so sorry i havent post for such a long time. i have been busy with my new figure collection hobby. i have to ask khalis to wait awhile. cos i wana update u guys with all the great things that ive been doing in the holidays! like every yea, i,d get a new bag, pair of shoes, but this year is an extra! i got a new pair of glasses;D and plus plus other stuff: clothes, etc. Also, this december holidays was my first, and second time going to cinema to watch movie! lol dont know how excited/happy. the first on was in Suria KLCC.

I watched the latest malay horror film, Santau!

yeah, and i would highlight the awesome actor in this movie, Lisdawati;D and then when i came back to singapore an indian guy (Khalis sry) asked me out for a movie. and So we went to watch Avatar 3D, yeah awesome. and now khalis has gotten obsessed with Neytiri i dont know what the shit she did to him.

alright now lets talk about my new hobby. initially i dint want to post about this on my blog but since khalis insist, ok so actually now im starting a new hobby of collecting Gundam models. you dont know how awesome it feels to do this ;D but i dont know how i came to start with this thing. so far i got 2 models in a week. my first one was a 1/144 model and my latest one that i bought last friday was a bigger, 1/100 one.

Some additional info, i took 6 hours of hard work to finish my first one while for the 2nd one, i took almost 15 hours straight to finish, believe it or not. this is mainly because i had to enhance the model design, by clipping, smothing the rough parts and using the gundam marker to line certain parts of the model to add definition. and after 15 hours, yesterday night i completed it:

Here is the packaging and the unboxing of the model. So basically there is a manual guide, parts (havent cut out), stickers and an additional gundam marker that i bought.

Yeah and these are the closeup/ action shots of the Gundam Avalanche Exia, oh and it costs around 50+:

sry uh khalis i use lousy camera cos my other cam no bat lazy charge uh. aint this fierce?! i know it looks awesome but the cam makes it look abit ugly. but whatever, khalis look at my work and go get one. as you can see i also got the base for it to enbla flexibility in the poses. k ill get another one soon and ill take better pics of it! :D

Im Tired. Tomorrow.

2009-12-20T20:14:00.001+08:00

hi ppl! i just arrived back in sg today:D happy, but also quite sad. gona miss the ppl there now ); i'll post abt all the fun i had tmr. today damn tired. stop yawning.

Malaysia is Fun/Not Fun

2009-12-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

today's my 3rd day in malaysia at my cousin's apartment. this place is really awesome. well, part of it. As always, i will meet my close friends: Nazrin and Ikram ;DD yes they're like the best ever ppl. but too bad this time i only get to see nazrin cause ikram is at his kampung. nazrin dint flw cos he got his SPM (final secondary exam). lol but him staying at home doesnt make a difference anw. one day before i went here, he called me and told me to bring extra lots of games. yeah, lol sounds bullshit rather. reminds me of hong.

and if you are wondering, im in a cybercafe now with nazrin. here's really damn fun. get to go with him to surau for all zohor-isyak prayers everyday, he cooks nice stuff (kebabs, fried rice: they're seriously damn good), he has a hot girlfriend; i dont know why im saying this. but she's hot. i hope can overnight at his hse again today.

It's only been 3 days here and i'm starting to miss ppl argh. if can u all online at night can anot, can talk at least cause most probably i'd be at CC. yea, just dont stop tagging my blog peeps. anw i got myself a new pair of shoes wooo:)) oh yah, and the not fun part is only cos i dont get to see/talk to my sg friends:D

Tonight

2009-12-05T16:17:00.001+08:00

im going tonight! bb all ):

- amirah did u see tizz zaqyah?!! (nur in nurkasih;D) she's awesome.

Best? Awesome? Fantastic? ..Day Ever?

2009-12-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

today im gona write everything about yesterday. yeah yesterday was like QWDOINDIODOIJIWIQOISDing aaawwesome :D! really lots of goods stuff happened yesterday, idont know where to begin hahaa :) yeah as u guys have read my previous posts about me thinking about all that ipod stuffs and crap, i decided not to get it, although it was really a hard choice to make. Instead, i got tons of other good stuff.

So these are the stuff that happened yesterday:

1) I went to T1 and got a pair of headphones :D!! Got it from Sony Style >>> ( i like the orange colour ;D)

2) - got the silicon case for my creative x-fi that i've been searching for ages T.T

3) - got a pair of flip flops (this thins still sounds funny)

4) Thong Chai, my thai friend which went to our sch for the exchange programme, just added me on msn!

5) this, im happy for kristine and me;D i received the edusave scholarship letter, thankfulled.

6) Sezairi SEZALI was not eliminated yesterday WOOOLOLOOOWLO!

yeah! 6 good things happened yesterday:D haha i love zul lol i guess the doa works(:

k la guys i gg malaysia this sat, i think i no time to chat with zul/amirah ready. but i think i'll still be posting! see you guys soon!;DDD

Wake Up to a Gloomy Day

2009-12-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

It's been really quiet since yesterday. and i have no one to go out with. yeah quiet cos zul is now having a camp until 5 dec, cnt chat with him ): it's been raining here, which is good, though. aaahhh! gona miss chatting with that (crazy) zul lol ;D and also, azmi still not back from his desert trekking india. hope he's ok and having fun there! cant wait to see them again!

and if you're wondering whether it only has been a very gloomy day for me, you're half right. cos haha got really some gd news for me;D They're gona sell the full series of Nur Kasih in a dvd box set T.T im so gona pre-order it cos sadly i can only get it next year in jan. but still, im gona gettit manzxz(:

I hope zul helped me doa...i still cant make up my mind and control my desires for unnecessary stuff like ipods although i feel like getting one ): i hope i can make my mind, whether to get or not to get and which model to pick if i were to buy ): - amirah go online soon!

I Really Really luv Nur Aminah omg.

2009-11-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday's Nur Kasih finale was really awesome. the ending was like really touching and really makes everyone realise how important it is to believe in god and your life partner. Overall, it gives you a deep feeling of the tests that we face in life, especially the tough ones and to be strong. yeah, really if u guys watch the show i'd really guarnatee it's the best blockbuster drama everrr;D i really wish i can get the whole series and watch it again..):

today i met farhana in msn. and she was like suddenly bored with her font and decided to change it to some sick fonts:

hi farhana!

can't wait for tmr! ;DDDD

I Kasih Nur Aminah

2009-11-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

omg today last episode of nur kasih! can't miss it! ;DDD

Geek Festival

2009-11-26T20:21:00.001+08:00

haha today was fun! i went to sitex @ expo with khalis. omg first day and here were like thousands? of ppl. 2 halls combined together. the stuff sold there seriously awesome, cheaper then market price obviously. yea...but the main reason why i want to post today is i want to tell u guys why khalis is really an ass.

ok firstly, every single thing that i asked him, he will not answer me but instead he will ask me the same question back, which is totally ass. secondly, he's trying to be sarcastic everytime i tell him something, which is totally ass. next, he loves to step on my slippers so much, which is totally ass yet again. and then, he smiles and laugh when there is really nothing to smile/laugh about, which is totally ass. and lots lots lotszxzx more.

i mean so what if he's an ass. i'd open my heart to forgive him ;D lol! k la anw he's still a great friend to go out with cause of the variety, remember??!! he bought an audio-technica headphones btw. super cool, super nice and im not jealous. got 2 friends to play inmy dota team today. i know this is inappropriate but i just wana mention their ign cause i can never play better teamwork with other players; they're awesome! (DonKillMii and xtremeflame)

k la but unlucky cos cnt see farhana hair today, dint see her in sch.

OK TO ALL MUSLIM PPL OUT THERE, I WISH U ALL A SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI! LET'S ALL THANK ALLAH FOR THE NIKMAT AND REZEKI THAT HE HAS GAVE TO US. LET'S ALL GET TOGETHER IN THE MOSQUE TOMORROW TO PRAY AND DO TAKBIR TOGETHER. SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI! :DD

Singapore Idol Resolution

2009-11-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

10 min left to sg idol! i really hope sezairi stays in this competition. his freaking awesome;D

well, besides that, for the female contestants, i prefer tabitha! hell to all the sylvia supporters hahaha:) i know i shudnt say this but its just the spirit mannzxzx

anw today was fun. got 3 new albums. OneRepublic (Waking Up), Tokio Hotel (Humanoid) and Backstreet Boys (This Is Us)! straight through my heart, my heart, heart, art. yeah this song is totally in my mind right now.

to zul: paramore is not the only band that is awesome..;D

yeah and that day i chat with amirah sand suddenly we got to this bullshit about girls being high:

last words: ppl please vote for seziri/tabitha pls pls T.T

Good Repetition

2009-11-23T20:19:00.002+08:00

I miss r7 so much and guys, remember the class photo we took during national day that day? ihaveithere!

yeah...cute faces. anw today so fun my cuz from malaysia arrived here in sg! yay....

Dude, There's No Abdul Here

2009-11-22T22:21:00.001+08:00

wow today i had my religious class exam which i mentions in the previous post. haha today's paper was the hardest we were like asking our teacher for clues but my dear ustazah wouldn't want us to score without putting in our own effort ;D she's a great teacher.

anw i think my ex-psch friend, i call him ibrahim but his friends call him shaik so i call shaik then. He's like a freaking loud joker. i mean cmon, he wears his sch uniform pants to religious class. i mean wth is he thinking and then he was like posing and touching his butt and dick at the same time when his friends commented about his pants. lol siao siao

Me: Eh yasin, your name got 'muhammad' anot?

Yasin: No lah no muhammad. got 'abdul'.

5 min later...

Yasin: Eh Syahid, your name got 'muhammad' anot?

Me: ouh no. got 'abdul'.

yeah we were like waitiong for our damn turn for the oral exam (go by alphabetical order). so basically without realising i jabbed him back in the ass after doing the same thing to me. alright its time for flash forward.

CSFOUR!

2009-11-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

AHHH thanks you jun hao! thanks for giving me the adobe master collection omg, you're so damn nice:) wah today got open house. it was so tiring stand at my cca booth the whole day and primary sch kids running around playing hide and seek in an open space sports hall, that's lame. i and the other leaders got to like walk around asking ppl to come our booth but nontheless, we managed to attract lots of ppl. i really just wana say sry to the ncc for not having any visitors. wait, use 2 hands can count liao..

secondly, thanks hong! act so emo, he thinks he's cute but he's still awesome cos he gave me windows 7 omg. now im like trying to make a bootable disk oh cmon -.- its taking hours. still have to study for tmr's last religious class exam.. k la ppl say bye.

A Confusing Thought...

2009-11-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

Yeah, it's been quite hard. it's not really about love or relationships or anything like that. It's more about friendship. Confusing. Sometimes you think that whether your friend is really your good one or is he/she really making use of you or really don't give a shit. Im just giving the thought and dont get me wrong. im not being desperate. Itll lead to nowhere.

No one want to lose a valuable person in their life. a good friend too. anw thanks zul for listening..

I'm Gangsta When i Bake Cookies!

2009-11-19T19:28:00.007+08:00

Yawww wazzup! lol you guys know what? today hong showed me this awesome vid on youtube! wanna watch taylor swift rap??!!

Yeaaahh T-Swizzle and T-Pizzle yawwww!

Lyricz:

Hey hey T-Swizzle [T-Swizzle] T-Pizzle [T-Pizzle]

I'm like 8 foot 4 blond hair to the floor

You shorties never thought i dreamed about rapping hardcore

No i ain't got a gun no i never really been in a club

Still live with my parents but i'm still a thug

I'm so gangsta you can find me baking cookies at night

You out clubbing, but i just made caramel delight

T-Swift and T-Pain rappin' on the same track

It's a thug story tell me you can handle that

I had a dream last night I had high-top Nikes

I had diamonds in my mouth and diamonds on my mic

By the time i woke up i was singing

"I'm on a boat!" woah oh

Cuz im a singer turned rapper

Shorty i'mma make ya

Straight to the top, yo

Shorty i'mma take ya

You can call me T-Sweezy now i'm a rap star

Hey! It's a thug story now tell them who you are

Singer turned gangster

You don't wanna fight me

Straight to the top

In my extra small white tee

T-Swift and T-Pain rappin' on the same track

It's a thug story now you can get with that

What! What! I knit sweaters yo!

What! What! Don't test me [beep]

hey hold on, hold on i didn't say anything i-

What?

I said "yo!"

Yup

You guys beeped me and i didn't even say anything

I didn't even swear

She didn't even swear

Hello? Ughh!

hahaha enjoy!

Find True Peace

2009-11-18T20:37:00.001+08:00

Today was great ;D i got windows 7 from hong (omg) and what the best that happen today is that i was able to find true peace :) nothing better than going to mosque to pray and read quran.. feel really happy today :)))))))!

AND welcome back all the ppl who went to NZ! haha!

State of Depression

2009-11-17T16:01:00.001+08:00

These days have really been tough, like the toughest ever. i have nothing to do at home despite the fact that i still have open house to prepare for. have to go nyp alone on wed and fri and what makes it worse is it is really freaking big and you'll get lost in less than 5 sec after going into it. my graphics experiences period, my cpu overheating in less than 30 min, not able to run borderlands which is seriously bullshit. fifa online 2 requires a much higher graphics than 1gb. no one to talk to. open house this sat. another religious exam this sun...

really, im like in this extreme depressed state and i dont have the medicine to cure it. i need the best cure: mw2. but hell, thats just impossible. but still, i can look on the bright side, my cuz from malaysia coming next mon, sitex next wk, ppl back from nz.. argh.

Goods luckss alot

2009-11-14T20:23:00.003+08:00

I WISH ALL THE ANDALUS PPL GOOD LUCK FOR OUR EXAMS TMR AND NEXT SUNDAY! back to revising my arab!

Physco, if that's how u spell it.

2009-11-13T20:59:00.004+08:00

KHALIS i'm really freaking jealous of that that that thing u just bought argghhh!!! cm'mon dude, just lend it to me for a day aarrgh! you seriously dont have to tell me you bought it in the first place rightt huh -_-

lots of crazy stuff happened today, khalis chasing a bus, khalis accidentally bumping into an old woman, khalis knocked his head on the ceiling of double decker, khalis almost tripping and falling, khalis acting like an indian, khalis being an ass... that's not all, but i dont wana continue; its really really long. and all happened when we all went for friday prayers. it's awesome to have some variety like that every once and awhile ;D haha

anw, it's still've been really very quiet these days.. i wana watch 2012 with the guys next week but duno when and all. but if i really go and watch it, it'll be my first ever time going to a cinema, and this is not a LIE, its real, its true, not fake, yeah. i hope can watch..yes and i forgot to mention, yesterday's Project Runway was awesome (Shirin Askari!) kk see you guys next year bye.

DUCKsxzsxzsxz!

2009-11-12T14:51:00.005+08:00

haha, a big LOL to all the ducks in this world, to all the freaking ducks in this world and to all those DUCK impersonators!!! today has been really epic, lots of love blossomed, lots of bullshit blossomed too. and if u guys really wonder why i keep on mentioning about ducks from the start, well, im just trying to mention someone.

is it bad to talk about this? the duck says no, nvm. so, whatever man. Jiawei is a good friend, Yanyi is my good friend too. i dont want to make it so obvious, but i think i just did -.-

anw today seems really quiet, lots of ppl nvr attend the course at nyp today. seriously, it's damn damn quiet and boringg. never thought that without, clement, jasper, chua and hong would bne really boring and so dull! k la anw i wana wish a happy journey to amirah/farhana who're going to NZ today :D have fun! haha but really gona miss talking to them!

Mordern Warfare.....Totally YES!

2009-11-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

I seriously just can't bare to not post about this on my blog today. This is the most Awwwesome and awesomest thing ever in the history of games@!@!@! Guess what? Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 was just realeased yesterday and i FORGOT?! that's the worst worst thing that can ever happen. This piece of dogshit got a freaking 9.5/10 from IGN which is the best ever, probably even higher than God of War and much lesser than DiabloII soso sorry T.T.. Sadly it only scored a 6/10 for the PS3 version which is a total dumbshit but anw im quite happy with it, looking at who got the crap console to play this game.

This is seriously cool, and these are a few previews of the game: ENJOY:D

Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 at IGN.com

That is the freaking cool trailer,

And these are the freaking cool screenshots.

As you can see the graphics are like wtfly strong. What more can i say about the gameplay? i can't wait for it's PC version release this 13Nov!;) any kind souls out there who feel that they are really nice and kind and caring can get me this game plssss?:D

klaa enough of the game.. I would really like to thank a person today for being kind! Farhana thanks for giving me the olevel malay question/practice papers:D i really really appreciate it, you're great! okay la ppl i gtg watch results show byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Zzzz It's Hard to Leave!

2009-11-10T17:10:00.001+08:00

This is crazy! suddenly i feel like getting back to dota -.- anw i only have one thing to say:

Azmi plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssszxzxz make a blog! pls plsss

and now im just thinking abt the fun afternoons that im gona have at nyp for the next 3 days -.-----------

Appreciate the Small Things??

2009-11-09T20:44:00.001+08:00

so what siaaa, boring EP days is just really boring uh? true? yeah. uhh the only fun thing was seeing my friends which was of course one of the most fun things in sch... did lots of practicals today, seen alot of things drop and break. (dont ever break a pipette/burette) -.- the cost is freaking deadly trust me.

lol azmi was sort of kind? today haha! i dint bring ruler and i had to draw a phy practiacal graph and really i had no idea on how to draw it without that piece of crap and so i used a graph paper that mr lee gave me and fold into a rectangle. yeah, it was quite clever. and stupid at the same time ): well yeah, but azmi was like "nvm i help u draw the markings on the 'paper'" haha i mean who the hell wants to ever do that. he like drew the perfect 0.1 divisions and all the stuff there using his real ruler. haha, was just awesome and kind act :D

i cant wait for tomorrow. i dont have any malay olevel papers tmr, but im just frigin excited! khalis, pls listen to your friends (evil smile). k la anw gd luk to all the nass hmt students. sit for the paper well! as in do your best! hope you guys score straight As! gooddd luck! (especially to the ex-r7s!) okay so i've nothing much happening today, so good luck for tmr and good night remember to watch the last samurai/fringe before u sleep :DD!!@@@@@@@@@!!!

Smell the Fun Breeze..

2009-11-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

No other word to describe today except for this: DELICIOUS AND CRAZY. yeah. Yeah.

Today was like every other sunday; my awesome cousins came to my house for ngaji lesson which i don't know why lasts only for a short while. oh yeah, there is only 3 of us. and for my other cuz, my mum would teach her haiz,,,,

Oh yeah, forgot to mention about my funny little neighbours (hehe) +.++.+, who also are under the teachings of my great mum. they are half malay/half chinese like me ;D k so basically after reading the muqaddam and whatsoever, my (she) neighbour who was actually quite cute ;D was the always curious kind of girl and she would ask all the funny questions like "auntie, can i eat pork?" "Got halal pork anot auntie?" "im gona celebrate christmas but i cannot celebrate hari raya cause i no money buy presents" lol... well if you're wondering why she asks these stuff is because she dont know much about our religion's laws and customs yet. shes new :D

and so yeah whatever. yes i know she's cute please dont ask anymore thxalot. anw madrasah(religious class) was super coooool today haha! i mean wth ustazah told us to form groups and make a khutbah on a topic and present in in the exact style and format. ok, its seriously damn interesting. having ppl like yasin and zul like funny jokers presenting the khutbah is no doubt the best thing ever. and ridwan covering his face with a book and laughing all the way while presenting, lol yeah.

yeah and i had my nenek's famous nasi lemak for breakfast and fried kuay teow from BEDOK CORNER for dinner, thumbs up duuuuddde!oh and i just realised i mentione t2 words in the first sentence -.- z whatever k la so much happened today, watched my dad is better than your dad (which is totally true) and gona watch flash forward tonight. guys watch pls i love this show and u must also luv it plss! kk i gtg now, and farhana see you soon on msn! ;DD bb ppl get lost.

My First Post!!!

2009-11-07T08:30:00.003+08:00

hihihi i really don't know how to begin. :D

Well, firstly i would like to thank a few people who gave me some help and encouraged me to get my first blog (zul, khalis and hong) although khalis was of the least help, but he supported the idea of making this, so yeah whatever. Anw it's still a question even to myself why i suddenly thought of making a blog, or maybe it was just because farhana just made a new one which triggers me to do so?

zzzzzzzzz - special phrase used by ppl in dota. talking about that dota feels like a piece of shit now. don't know why i kept on losing the matches this whole week omg. i was like babbling to myself throughout the whole game; "WTF (not saying it out)" and "merepek sia" and "bullshit" -.- it's just not the type of thing i would like to do anymore ZZZ!

k la first post so long for what?! if you accidentally tripped into this blog tag me uh. oh yeah, forgot say thanks to amirah and syuhada who encouraged me to make this blog too last time! (:(: